Looking Up

I am looking up... I get a job and meet a wonderful woman in the sameday. To every one that is looking down on themselves right now, I want you to cheer up. Look at me, life did a 180 turn for me in one day. Well good night all and sweet dreams... because you know I will be having them.

More Than Sorry

I lost a great friend the other day, due to my own stupidity. I just wanted to dedicate this song to her, even though she will never visit this site. My thoughts are still out there for her.
I am linking this song from one of my favorite artist, Ben Harper.

More Than Sorry

The day is coming to it's end...

I spent most of my day on the net even though it is my birthday. I was looking for good friends to chat with, yeah I know it is cheating by looking on the web for friends... But I have found some nice people in the past... even best friends. Well I am going to get some cheese cake and come back and check my mail.

Still here,
Lonely Adam

It's my birthday!

Yep it is!
Thank you Wynn for wishing me a happy birthday first.
So tired I havent gotten any sleep in three days!
I am still wired!
Time to get up and go!

The b-day boy,
Adam

Not able to sleep... I guess I am getting old.

It is 6:43 AM and I cant sleep, I have laid here in a half conscious state of mind thinking about all kinds of things.

• How my friends day went and even if she is ok.
• If I could have done anything differently to keep the friend that I lost today.
• If my sister is ok, she was pretty sad about losing a friend as well.
• Why are my feet so cold.
• What time is it in Australia.
• When are these drunk sleeping people going to leave my house.
• Should I cry.
• Is some one up still.
• I wonder what kind of bird that is out side making all that noise.
• What will I do in life.
• I wonder who is on WoW.
• I miss my friends, they have all been so distant lately, I haven't gotten to talk to anyone today.
• Why does my chest hurt when I think about that.
• I need to clean my room.
• I need to fix my computer.
• I can taste the pizza I had just eaten still.
• When will everyone get up.
• I hope that the person whos family that I hurt today will realize how sorry I am and that I will miss her as a friend greatly.

I think that is what is bothering me the most.

Adam

Today life gave me rotten lemons.

I don't really want to talk about it. Well it's not so much not wanting to, as I can't. I just really need to cheer up, even though my insides feel crushed. If anyone has any ideas on how on how to cheer up a sorry soul please press the "responses" button to add a comment on how.

A Shitty Person

Finding Old Friends

I found an old friend... I don't know if she will respond or if she will just ignore me. I miss hearing from her and I have been worried about her because I haven't heard from her in almost six months. I thank her for all the good times we have had and for being my friend. We have had some arguments in the past that mean nothing now. I would trade anything just for her to at least say goodbye. She was my first good friend on the lifestyle World of Warcraft and I would like to think that she still is. I remember when we joined Signacide's guild together and that was the first time I met Sig, he offered to give me a mechanical squirrel. But I declined and told him instead of the squirrel to not included Miriah in any of the guild chats that were inappropriate. I was protecting someone worth protecting, I just hope she knows it, and can see that we miss her. We miss the fond times of grinding in the Highlands and the yelling through out Stormwind with Grumick. All the miss tells and oopses that have happened, I wouldn't trade them for the world. We are not mad, we are truly sad that we haven't or can't be apart of your life and just hope and dream that you will realize that you will always have friends here, you may not need them but they are here needing you.

This is all from the person you had once said was your first true friend on WoW,
Adam Bowser (Schatten)