Looking Up

I am looking up... I get a job and meet a wonderful woman in the sameday. To every one that is looking down on themselves right now, I want you to cheer up. Look at me, life did a 180 turn for me in one day. Well good night all and sweet dreams... because you know I will be having them.

More Than Sorry

I lost a great friend the other day, due to my own stupidity. I just wanted to dedicate this song to her, even though she will never visit this site. My thoughts are still out there for her.
I am linking this song from one of my favorite artist, Ben Harper.

More Than Sorry

The day is coming to it's end...

I spent most of my day on the net even though it is my birthday. I was looking for good friends to chat with, yeah I know it is cheating by looking on the web for friends... But I have found some nice people in the past... even best friends. Well I am going to get some cheese cake and come back and check my mail.

Still here,
Lonely Adam

It's my birthday!

Yep it is!
Thank you Wynn for wishing me a happy birthday first.
So tired I havent gotten any sleep in three days!
I am still wired!
Time to get up and go!

The b-day boy,
Adam

Not able to sleep... I guess I am getting old.

It is 6:43 AM and I cant sleep, I have laid here in a half conscious state of mind thinking about all kinds of things.

• How my friends day went and even if she is ok.
• If I could have done anything differently to keep the friend that I lost today.
• If my sister is ok, she was pretty sad about losing a friend as well.
• Why are my feet so cold.
• What time is it in Australia.
• When are these drunk sleeping people going to leave my house.
• Should I cry.
• Is some one up still.
• I wonder what kind of bird that is out side making all that noise.
• What will I do in life.
• I wonder who is on WoW.
• I miss my friends, they have all been so distant lately, I haven't gotten to talk to anyone today.
• Why does my chest hurt when I think about that.
• I need to clean my room.
• I need to fix my computer.
• I can taste the pizza I had just eaten still.
• When will everyone get up.
• I hope that the person whos family that I hurt today will realize how sorry I am and that I will miss her as a friend greatly.

I think that is what is bothering me the most.

Adam